Worked out yesterday! whoooo

I bought this plan called Slim in 6. It is a good workout, and I did the first one yesterday (the day I received it.)
You have to work out 6 days a week, and are supposed to eat good for you food, which of course I didn't do so well at yesterday OR today. but I'm trying to not eat as MUCH bad for me food. so that is progress.

Today I went on a giant shopping spree with my mom. Bought several new dresses, some shirts and a couple skirts, one of which is too small and mom declared I shouldn't wear until I lose at least 30 lbs. >:( !!
I think 10 lbs.
And some Spanks. I'd look just fine. hmph!!!!
Maybe I'll take a picture of myself and y'all can help me decide if it's indecent.
sigh.

I also bought a new Brahmin purse and a Brahmin big bag that I'm going to use as my briefcase. WAAAAY TOO MUCH MONEY IS GONE TODAY!!!!! lol

oh well :P it was fun. I can't wait to wear my dresses everywhere!!!!!!!!! yyayayayayay

Oh yesterday before I worked out, I also took all my measurements, and some before pictures. They are gross, so I am not going to post them.

I will post if I lose any inches or weight or whatever. :)

Last night was a bad night for me again. Too many thoughts and dreams about stbxh. I just feel really lost and unhappy sometimes... but then I also realize well at least I know this now, and I'm not a step mom anymore, which is a lot less stress (it wasn't a stress to be a MOM it was a stress to not be the REAL mom.... it was a stress to be with my stbxh while kids were around. he is such a loser.)
ok he's not a loser. but... he's awful to be around when his daughter is around.
anyway i digress. blah.

the point is, I am not really sure I'm any more lonely now than I was before. I am mostly lonely when I go to sleep, and when I want to call someone.