I was wrong. He hasn't changed his mind. My FIL just thought that maybe I don't get served in a non-contested divorce.
Now I feel sad again.
I thought maybe... you know.. maybe he decided he loved me and wanted me.
But I was wrong.
heh.
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I'm sorry. I understand more than you think how you feel. I found you from the MM board, and if you want to chat privately (it's not really something I want to put out publicly), I'd be happy to share my email.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, hugs to you. Time heals, as trite as that sounds. You won't be who you were before, but you will find out that you have strength you never knew.
thank you Heather :)
ReplyDeleteWhat is your MM name?
I'd love to chat, here or on email, either way.
I am healing. I'm actually healing a lot faster than I thought possible. I think it is because I have been living with this man and knowing he was not the man I fell in love with... and I feel such freedom from my frustrations and anger that I had with him so often... I feel... good.
I am sad, I feel quite lost... but I also am feeling good.
I don't know. It's really rough and tough and bizarre.
MrsCyn - I am a LONG time lurker and recently started posting poster. :) Email would be good for me or there. I just don't want to put too much of my situation out there - if that makes any sense.
ReplyDeleteMakes total sense. Good luck FooFoo!
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